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Monday, December 27, 2004
stuffs...
a lot of things running thru my mind since juz now...squash and other stuffs
mao yuan's questions on my actual motives of taking the steps to go India made me ponder...Wads my reason for going to India? the onli ans u can think of is like get "reputation" and don Singapore colours. which is pure superficial coz these are all material things. i seriously dun tink i'll enjoy the trip there esp. when i'm gonna be all alone with 3 not so close girl frens in a foreign land...so wad if i get to don Singapore colours...i dun tink it'll make any change in my life. at least not to me...mayb change how others look at me. but if tts the case. ppl are being very superficial too. Izzit worth going there for "reputation" and risking my studies. I keep asking myself. why would God give me this opening...its not the first time...i tried the first time. and din make it to nat. squad...i declined the 2nd....would i be happy giving up the 3rd time and juz keep squash to sch level...i feel as though i would be letting my coach down...i tink partly why he wans me to join s badly is coz he wans some "Face" still. yea though its a selfish reason but i can understand why too. coz ofthe politics here... another question. "what would i gain?"...izzit neccessary to make sure that in wadeva i do...i must gain sth? probably i'll gain international exposure...but if my future does not show a path of me venturing into playing squash as a pro sport for SG. why take this fore step. i'm confused.d...
not onli coz of this...coz of other things also...i tink i'm v. lucky to haf frens arnd me that are willing to listen and support me thru...but i realised people can onli give u advice...but ur path is made by ur decisions...and no one else's. How much would one give for a frenship?...How much would one give for squash?... How much would one give for studies...?. its 2.30am and i'm sleepy and tired...wadeva i say might not make sense but there is a reason for it. I keep asking myself, why doesn't everythin in life go smoothly...but on the other hand, if its so smooth sailing, no one would getthe chance to experience God's love, his importance, and his guidance..He puts us thru all these problems and temptations in an attempt to stear us towards the correct path in life...

Juannnn [2:20 AM]
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Centre Of My Life




 

 

 

 

 

Let my walk speak loud

And my words be true

Let my life be whole

With my eyes on you

 


Lord I'm stepping out

From the comfort zone

Letting go of me

Holding on to You

 

 



Freedom comes

When I call you Lord

You are Lord, my God


 



You are the centre of it all

The universe declares in awe

Your majesty, I surrender all



I make You the centre of my life

Lord I respond with all I am

You placed in me the song

Of heaven's melody



Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song


 


 

 

 



 

 

I have found Your peace

It replaces anything

You have done it all

I can trust in You


 

So I'm stepping out

From the comfort zone

Letting go of me

Holding on to You

 

 



Freedom comes

When I call you Lord

You are Lord, my God


 



 

You are the centre of it all

The universe declares in awe

Your majesty, I surrender all



I make You the centre of my life

Lord I respond with all I am

You placed in me the song

Of heaven's melody



Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song



 


 

 



 

 

 

 

 

 


 

This is Your song, not mine

This is Your song

That brings healing to this land

 

 

 

This is Your song, not mine

This is Your song

That brings freedom


 

 

This is Your song, not mine

This is Your song

That brings healing to this land

 

 

This is Your song, not mine

This is Your song

That brings freedom

 

 


 

Freedom comes

When I call you Lord

Freedom comes

When I call you Lord

You are Lord, my God


 



 

You are the centre of it all

The universe declares in awe

Your majesty, I surrender all

 



I make You the centre of my life

Lord I respond with all I am

You placed in me the song

Of heaven's melody




Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song

 

Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song

 

Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song

 

Your Majesty




My life will sing Your song!